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28 décembre

Papa's Stroke

On my birthday my father-in-law had a stroke.  He was reaching for something on the shelf at the drugstore and blacked out.
Up until this time, Papa was totally independent, retired with a good bankroll from investments, spending time with his girlfriend Dorothy and planning to come up to our house for Christmas.
Initially, a brain scan revealed a damaged area on the right side of his brain the size of a silver dollar.  He was weak on his left side but he seemed to be getting stronger.
Then, over the next week or so, he got very sleepy and apparently the stroke continued on.  Scans revealed that both of his carotid arteries were plugged, 100/90%!  It also showed that now the entire right side of his brain was damaged.
Papa lost the use of his entire left side of his body.

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He has been shuffling between rehab and the hospital, mainly because he has been running fevers which is apparently common for stroke patients soon after the stroke.
The rest of the family went down to visit papa for Christmas - it was a very hard Christmas for us.
God is sovreign.  Papa had never been sick a day in his life, so said his son we met there while visting him.
It is amazing how quickly this fragile life can leave us.  Only by the will of God are we preserved each day from the myriad calamities that could befall us at anytime.
After about 3 weeks, papa is now eating!  This is great news - no tube down the throat anymore hopefully!  He has been moved to another nursing home where he will continue to have therapy to evaluate him for whether or not aggressive PT is in order.
 
This all has caused me to think again about all the research I have been doing since my mother's death in 1985 into alternative medicine.
I know from this history that stroke, cancer and a host of other ailments can be treated much better than they are being treated in the US.
It's sad to me that Papa, a pharmacist who follows the rules, did not have his arterial blockage found earlier - and worse yet, is not even being addressed for it now!  His brain is slowly suffocating from a lack of blood/oxygen but this doesn't seem to be important to the doctors.  It's probably important but the treatments they would use (surgery) are too invasive for him in this state.  But I happen to know from my experience with my dad that this can be fixed by diet alone!  (not instantly mind you) My father for years took Lecithin to prevent clogging up of his arteries.  When he was in his 70s, my dad needed a heart operation to fix a valve that had been bad since birth and was now giving him enough trouble to justify surgery.  After that surgery, the heart doctor said that he had never seen arteries so clear in anyone.  He said my dad's arteries were as clear as any 18 year olds!  But papa doesn't even get lecithin in his tube fed food - its just not known to the doctors.
The doctors did a special treatment for papa called TPA which introduces a super blood thinner into papa to prevent further clots from forming.  This is so dangerous that it needs to be done under ICU care because papa could bleed out easily.
Not only did this not really do anything, I think a more logical treatment for stroke patients is what Germany has been using for years - a hyperbaric oxygen chamber to super-oxygenate the blood and brain.  This is less risky and tends to help heal all kinds of problems. 
For more wierd health stuff of mine see my other blog.
Philosphically, as I have been reading Calvin's Institutes, I have been battling in my mind with the proper place for me to put such knowledge.  Is it really my place to be bucking the experts and giving this advice or not?  More on that in another blog!
 
19 décembre

Thoughts on Ron Paul

Ok, now that the money bomb of December 16th is over, I just need to make an entry here about Ron Paul.
  
  • Ron Paul isn't the only one that thinks our Government is out of control.
  • Ron Paul is somehow breaking through the info-barrier in this country and I suspect its an act of God.
  • I have never seen an easier way for americans to vote their consience.  These money-bombs are a brilliant and simple way to give your  $ in a way that shows up.  In the past when people would try to raise $ it would trickle in and no energy would come out of it.  With Ron Paul, blowing $100 is worth it, just for the feeling I get that I DID SOMETHING.
  • I hope this guy wins and I hope he doesn't - I don't want to see him dead.

I recently sent an email to my senators, Marian Can't-do-well and Pattycake Murray about HR 1955

Patty sent a vague response that said nothing - what I expected.

Maria however came across in a pretty pompus manner as far as I am concerned: "We can protect both national security and civil liberties, and there must be oversight of government and anti-terrorism programs to ensure that civil liberties are indeed safeguarded."

This attitude is exactly our problem and here's why:

  • National Security is a misnomer and has become a catch phrase for a host of userpations and abuses - who is being secured?  Not the people.  This should be properly named "Government Security" because that's what it ends up being used as.
  • Civil Liberties is also a misnomer.  It used to mean the common law liberties we all enjoyed before creating this monster of a union.  What it now means is the long list of civil privilages we all get via licensing.  Think about it - there is almost nothing left a person in this country can do without permission from some government entity - almost nothing!
  • Oversight - yah, how can a government oversee itself?  Can I oversee myself?  No.  Someone ELSE has to do the overseeing or its not really any oversight at all.  This is why we had separation of powers worked into our system.  But our government is crossing those boundaries and is becomming monolithic - it can't oversee itself.  We The People are the ones who are supposed to oversee the government and this happens via the grand jury.  But since the patriot act and worse, grand juries are being bypassed.
  • What exactly is an anti-terrorism program?  Is it a disarmarment program?  That violates the second ammendment.  Is it a spying program?  That violates the 4th ammendment.  Where does the federal government get jurisdiction over terrorism?  According to the 10th ammendment that is reserved to the states and the people.  The right for the people to keep and bear arms IS the founding father's anti-terrorism program and it's the only way to do this that is consistent with liberty.

The key thing here to notice is that Maria, like so many of our elected dopes, thinks she is there to FIX our problems.  She is only there to represent us and protect us from userpations by the government IAW the constitution she is sworn to uphold.  Her oath of office is so far removed from her thinking she is incabable of acting within the limits she promised to stay in.  We really need to hold these people accountable - and I would recommend trying people that break their oaths of office for treason - but that would put me in big trouble if HR 1955 passes.

Of course, the people themselves think this (that the government is there to fix things) as well and that is our real problem.  That thinking is perpetuated by government education and government influenced media.  A free society takes care of itself by being free and responsible.

Hopefully Ron Paul's campaign will break through this barrier and bring these ideas back to where they belong.   I (and Ron Paul) fear we are dangerously close to a violent revolution because of the host of government userpations and the people being denied remedy in law.

18 décembre

Caretaker House

Still movin on.  Here are some of the latest pix.House 121407 001House 121407 002

Mr Mom gets better

So my wife had been gone to take care of her father for around two weeks now.
It's been a real adventure.  I feel like I am in MOM boot camp - but its not too bad.
Debbie has kept things pretty organized for me and church friends have supplied us with meals - it's pretty cool!
Still I can really appreciate now what Debbie does every day.
It's a thankless job and requires constant attention to DETAILS - lots of DETAILS (Kinda like Neo using GUNS, lots of GUNS).
The wife is truely the driver of the household.  The man just fills up the engine with gas, but the wife - she makes it all happen.
Things are getting nice because I can do things MY WAY but I have this really bad feeling that if she stayed away for very long I would run into some major goof-ups I would need to get through before really being able to call me a fully qualified MOM unit.
 
I really hope that when we come back from our trip to CA, she will be with me!!!
 

Christmas Funnies

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Last year I got a farside calendar for Christmas.  Well it sat on a desk all year and I only got to February.  So today I went through the rest of them and picked out some favorites for YOU!
14 décembre

Disaster on my 50th Birthday!

On my birthday, when there was flooding in my area, there also was another disaster that is still affecting me now.
My wife's father had a stroke!
She quickly got on a plane to go see him.  Being a nurse, she makes a great watchdog and patient advocate - you definitely want my wife batting for you if you're in the hospital!
Well she is still away and I have been playing Mr. Mom since.
Sad to say Phil's prognosis doesn't look good.  It looks like half of his brain got fried during the week following the stroke.DSC04740
The left side of his body is useless and they are trying to get him to rehab.
It has made this Christmas pretty tough.

Emergence from Tech Hell

What a complete relief to have solved this problem! 
 
 It has plagued me for over a YEAR!
 
Over the years I have invested significantly into equipment to compose and mix midi and audio music.  I just love doing it and have been doing it when I have the time since the late 80s.
Well, about a year ago I started a podcast which I was recording at home.  No problems, everything went well for the first 2 podcasts, each of which were a half hour long.  Then on the third one I just started dropping out and couldn't record.
I was using Cakewalk Home Studio 2004 and so I filled out a tech request form to them for help but they never responded.
Then I called MOTU who makes the Traveler interface I use.  Their tech checked it out with me and pronounced it good.
I tried to get Cakewalks attention but nothing ever came back.  I followed all the help info on cakewalk and got nowhere.
Since I was working then, I just didn't have the time or emotional energy to devote to solving this and shelved my podcast and music till recently.
Now that I am taking a break from work I felt I had the time, once my deck was done, to get this fixed.
I submitted a giant rant to the cakewalk forums advertising how upset I was at their lack of support.  I wanted to upgrade their product but that was a significant investment and why should I update software a company doesn't support?
Well that forum post brought up a repeating question - do you have a firewire card that doesn't use a TI chip?
Well I just didn't know.  I bought a cheap $15 firewire card and it said it was compliant so I assumed it was ok.  After all, I had done two successful half-hour podcasts on that card so that couldn't be the problem right?  Wrong!
At my birthday party, Wayne, a friend, took a look at my system and discovered that the MIDI drivers were interfering with that audio performance.  He came up with a workaround for audio, but no fix for MIDI.  This led me down driver update lane, but with no results.
Well just to make sure, I finally ordered another firewire interface card that was known to use a TI chip recommended by a respondent to my cakewalk rant post.  Today I got it, stuck it in and - whalla - my woes were gone!
 
Moral of the story:
  1. Don't buy really cheap interface cards to save just a few bucks.
  2. Don't assume that because a company (MOTU) says their drivers will detect non-TI chip firewire cards and warn you at installation time, don't believe it.
  3. Don't assume that TI chips may not have the TI logo on them.
  4. Don't think that just because something worked the first time, the hardward can't be at fault.
  5. Don't assume that support will really read your questions and help you - the info of what firewire card I was using was right there for the techs to see and none of them spotted it.
  6. If at first you don't give up, maybe eventually you will succeed!

Wink

8 décembre

Rare Jewel

I just finished readingThe Rare Jewel of Christian Contentment by Jeremiah Burroughs.
My wife has had this for years and I have been meaning to read it - but its a tough one to get through. 
It;s a list of sermons on why it is good to be content and bad to not be and how to get contentment.
It's hard to read because its spiritually convicting and a little tedius.
The gist is that contentment is obtained not by overcomming that which discontents you but by taking away your desire for release from whatever it is.  This is best done by ballancing your blessings against your trials.
Its simple to say but very hard to do.
After awhile I felt Jeremiah was actually barking up the wrong tree.  I happened to hear a sermon by Doug Wilson who mentioned that contentment is a gift of God - and I have to agree.  Just as we can't beat sin, we can't force contentment on ourselves - God must grant it.
That was actually a bit of a relief for me since I doubt I could get myself to ever feel perfectly content - being the idealist I am.  And it would seem that for some, being discontent is what drives us to excell and solve problems.  I don't say discontentment is a gift, but it could have a purpose in the lives of some if there is a lawful solution to the problem.
Being discontent for discontent sake is just plain stupid so no arguements with Burroughs here.
 
A deep book, read it if you have time, but a little tedius.

My 50th Birthday

Well it took me almost a week to get this update out - what a week it has been!

Last Saturday I had my big 5-0 birthday party and it snowed!  So more than half my guests couldn't make it - so I decided to extend it to Sunday as well.

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Lots of friends came and I enjoyed catching up and showed off my deck to everyone.  We never had time to play many games - just busy talking.

Wayne came by and helped figure out a workaround for a MIDI and Audio recording issue I was having.  That was sure a great birthday present!

Steve blessed us with some great piano playing - what an awesome dude he is!  I would attach an mp3 I have of his stuff but that doesn't seem to be possible without first publishing it to the web and linking to it here.

Sunday the rains came and took away the snow, but the real excitement was about to begin on my actual birthday - Monday.

Monday I took the kids to school and on the way home got stuck on an exit that was flooded.  What a mess!  It took me an hour to get home from that exit!

When I got home, I got a call - my wife's dad had a stroke!  When I told her she started packing and was on a flight to CA to see him.

So I had to pick up the kids.  When attempting to get to the school I hit this:

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Yes!  This was downtown Woodinville that day!  I couldn't get onto the highway via either Woodinville exit so I went up to Costco and tried that entrance.  I got to the entrance but when I did I saw that the highway wasn't going anywhere so I decided to go back home and check in with my wife and make some calls.  (I never seem to take my cell phone when I should!)

Jonathan decided to walk home.  He wouldn't have made it had there not been a guy with a canoe to shuttle him across the highway! 

Becky ended up staying at a friends house nearer the school.

My wife is still in CA and her father isn't doing too good.  I am learning to be Mr. Mom.

This weekend was Becky's 15th birthday and it went well.  About 12 girls came over and stayed overnight - they got to bed about 6 AM! 

So things have finally slowed down enough to get this in.

Catch ya later dudes.